Blood and Wine

January 28th Bit of a surprise to get a higher heam reading than that for two months, but I just hope its a last fling. Although with the more physical demanding work, with empting the boat, coppicing and preparing the ground and the legal issues i seem to have and so on there’s it’s hard to avoid stress

January 22th OK another very small spot. Maybe this is to be the case when I have to bucket out the bot and carry some hefty wood?

January 19th Sure there was a very small spot but the second test was fine. I had a lot of physical work yesterday emptying the boat by the bucket, so I’m not surprised yet disappointed. The odd spot is ‘common’ after strenuous work
January 11th/12 Stayed the night at Michal’s anticipating rain and wanting to get to court relatively dry. But Lower abdomen, bladder area feeling hot again.:? Yeap! damn it. A few spots this evening. Well as least I know that the feeling does precede the bleeding : so what is happening????
January 6th : Midday Lower abdomen, bladder area feeling hot.
January 1st 2009 Bummer of a start. Although it is a low reading a haem count is not good in any event: but at the start of a new year. However a new year it is not really, and it can’t always get better, well so it seems. So is there stress involved:- the walking, the standing in the cold, Jay and here environment, the general disturbance of a few days or the last week, Rowena and Piero coming to visit today or burning plastic or smoke from the fire last night. Who knows, but it does make me want to be more careful. Emotional stress brought upon by being in more careless environments would seem to be the only acceptable excuse.